Can't sleep

Can’t sleep. Been up since 2am so finally decided to write. I tried all the usual stuff- get a snack, take a bath, play a video game for a couple hours. I tried to make some AI art but the app isn’t working… So I am giving up going back to sleep and jot so sure I’m up to dealing with the day to he honest. I feel like a fat pig right now too. Doing the right things to lose weight, but as usual it isn’t working and as usual, I have a seriously deep hatred of myself for being fat.